以一种病态存活。 (21/165)

十一月了。仅短短几天就发生了好多好多的事。我不知道。在不久的将来。我能否和你在一起。还原曾经。

是不是一切你都知道。就像你说你知道肯定会有我这么一个人闯进你的世界。但是你变了。让我不知所措。

In November of. Only a few days took place all sorts of things. I do not know. In the near future. Can I with you. To restore the once.

Is not everything you know. As you said, you know, I am sure there will be such a man broke into your world. But you have changed.

Let me know what to do.

我不懂你。你不知我。是的。我们都很荒芜。都很茫然。你在我的前面。不见了身影。

我们的确是一个世界的人。但并非在想着同一个你。亦或是同一个我。我们又都变了。

I do not understand you. You do not know me. Yes. We are all deserted. Are at a loss. You are in front of me. Missing figure.

We are indeed a world person. But not in the thinking of the same one you have. , Or the same one I have. We also have changed.

我是该好好想想了。想想为你做的都值不值。要不要继续爱你。要不要继续想你。还是要决然放弃呢。我慌了。想起你我的脑子真的就变空白了。也许我还是需要你的。还是爱你的。但是你是否能再次归来。让我不必这么茫然。这么慌张呢。这表示我可能在挽留你。在表示你对我有所重要。我有多需要你。当然。你是看不到的。你不像我这样喜欢扣吧。你不喜欢文字。你说这里带了些许的辛酸味。是么。是的。我也只会用文字来表示自己的哀婉。不愿用文字来叙述自己的快乐。所以你才会这样认为的对不对。那么你回来。我用文字来叙述一场盛大的喜悦。只要你回来。

I have to think carefully about this. Think you do have worth. Whether or not to continue to love you. Whether or not to continue to miss you. Still have to decisively abandon it. I am alarmed. Think you really have changed my mind a blank. Perhaps I still need you. Still love you. But do you come back again. So I do not have such a loss. Do so flustered. This means that I may retain you. In that you have important to me. How I need you.Sure. You can not see. I do not like to buckle your bar. You do not like the text. You say a little bit here, with the bitterness of taste. Is the youngest. Yes. I will only use words to express their subtle language.Reluctant to use words to describe their own happiness. So you would think so right. Then you come back. I use words to describe the joy of a grand. As long as you come back.

我想明白了。我是不是可以突然的离开一阵子。然后又以冒然的方式出现。观察着你。观察你的丝毫。看你有没有想我。再偷偷跑到树后面。听着你哼的调调。望着你莫愁的样子。这样。我是不是就可以欣慰点。然后再自以为是的走开。哈哈。真荒唐。想想以前和你多好阿。最起码不会存在这么多的不快。最起码拥有的是一种安定。一种幸福。虽然我不懂幸福的意思到底是什么。但是我觉得这就是幸福。平平淡淡。简简单单的幸福。

那漫长时光里的无限温柔。

那无限温柔中的漫长时光。

I would like to see. I can not be made a sudden departure for a while. And then, by the way the temerity to appear. Watching you. Look at your slightest. I do not want to see you there. And then secretly went behind trees. Listening to you sing the melody. Look at you like Mo's. Way. I am pleased to point you can not. Self-righteous and then walk away.haha. Really ridiculous. Think before you and how good A. At least there will be no so much unhappiness. At least have a stability. A blessing. Although I do not know the meaning of happiness in the end is. But I think this is the well-being. Always pan out. Simply well-being.

That a long time inside the infinite tenderness.
That infinite tenderness in a long time.

其实。我是知道自己无法忘记你。我只有快快结尾。因为真的会忍不住去想你。

A matter of fact. I know you can not forget. I have only quickly at the end. Because you really can not help but think about it.

[、以一种病态存活。]

[、仅此属于我。陶。]