那一天，一片天 (1/89)

左边的是开始，右边的继续，

 

 

也许好时间可以让我忘记一切                                                               空荡荡的房间里

也许时间可以抚平我的创伤                                                                只剩下一个人的呼吸

也许时间可以让我重拾欢乐......                                                        那是谁发出的？

在这个清冷的夜，听着她说着决绝的话，                                                  我以为是她----那个深爱的人

我不明白自己竟然还能和旁边的人谈笑起来                                                    转身朝床上看去

等笑声听下来时，                                                                      眼泪模糊了我的视线

却依稀在夜街的风里感觉心冷清的破裂                                                         我努力想要看清那张往昔在睡梦中安详的脸

我不明白为什么突然之间就剩下自己一个人了                                                    可我知道我的一切努力都显得苍白无力

心真的好痛                                                                                   自欺欺人过后剩下的我苟延残喘
           撕裂般的.......                      
                                                                                                           一切都是过眼云烟
                                                  
日子还要继续，我不足道什么时候会恢复到原来的自己                                           往事终将在风中飘散

也许某年某月的某一天                                                                       并不是谁永远会陪谁

回想起今天的点滴                                                                                 谁离开谁也并非活不下去

心或许已经平静，不起一丝波澜                                                                 其实自己很想做到这份豁达
                  
想着当初傻傻的自己，                                                                        甚至可以活得这么潇洒

即使如今也无法评价这么做是对还是错                                                              忘记她

也许是不想有什么遗憾                                                                          活出自己的精彩

也许是真的深爱着那个人，                                                                   我试过了，但是做不到

不忍就这么舍弃辛苦经营的爱情                                                                    我用香烟来迷幻自己
                                            
现在的日子里一直很烦                                                                           用酒精来麻醉自己
    
真想把所有的话都对着夜空扔出口                                                                     用工作开困顿自己

然而我却静静的做在这里....                                                                        甚至想用死亡来威胁自己  

为什么？                                                                                          我用尽了一切办法忘记她
      
一支烟                                                                                        可她依然死死的刻在自己心里

夹在手指间                                                                                爱情它就象手里的一把沙

烟雾轻轻的弥漫                                                                                 你握的越紧它流失的越快
    
没人会知道烟圈后面的人有着怎样的伤痛                                                           当你放松的时候
      
一杯咖啡                                                                                    它反而牢牢的握在你的手中

苦涩而香浓                                                                                   我知道自己长大了

袅娜的香气在空中飘散.....                                                                有些东西应该学会遗忘了

我不知道坐在这里多久了，                                                                       对于现在的自己
      
脑海中总纠缠着记忆的碎片                                                                      爱情它太沉重

我只知道自己一直静静的坐在这里                                                              重到自己无力承担

四周静的有些可怕                                                                          那就不如选择放弃

我告诉自己必须习惯在没有她的夜里孤独的入睡                                    我似乎已经习惯了在每个寂寞的夜晚

分离的太突然                                                                          任凭思绪孤独的飘洒

以至于我怎么就不明白                                                                        自己终于还是长大了

那些依恋，                                                                                  我不明白为什么人总要经历了一些事情之后

那些爱恨纠缠                                                                                   才知道自己究竟做了什么

明明就在昨天                                                                               才明白一些道理的真正含义

一转眼，                                                                                    为什么不管想要得到什么

一切都已经更改                                                                               都得付出代价

                                                    但是我相信，
                        
                                                          总有一天，

                                                                我一定撑起一片属于自己的天空............